well, once again, chris came and left... good times, good times. yoga once again is possible, but meditation is not, as there's army paraphenila sitting right outside my door, almost daring me to throw it out... but i can't, since it's Chris' loved jacket... oh, well. it'll be gone back to him tomorrow, and i will be able to restore normailty to my room. right now, the current is almost drawn taught, like you could trip on it, and go flying through the mirror... and come crashing down in the world that i try so hard to avoid: the one i left in the first place.
I did my math translations, i'm so proud of myself! yay... now more people can learn, in their language of choice! math is so nifty, it really is underrated. why don't more people like math? it's one of the most important skills one can achieve, to be able to figure out any problem using only numbers... because for some reason, numbers make more sense...
Gah, "The Ring" is so friggin scary! i had to look away a few times, as it was making me uneasy... especially the scenes with the dripping faces, and the well... and the little girl.... and the cousin in the begining... why'd Noah have to die? he and Rachel were JUST ABOUT to hook back up, and he has to go and get killed by a spectre climbing out of his tv! poor little Aidan, he was just the by-product of a couple of kids who wanted to have sex, and then he suffered from Rachel's mistake of leaving th video in... sadness!
ok, i have to go to Chemistry now... i just thought i would share the random blarghness that is my train of thought... which is now derailing... adios
---)*(eghan

man, i feel like such a user, and i don't even know WHY!!! maybe it's because of Chris' last entry or two. the fact that this has been going on for so long, and only NOW do i find out about this, it makes me sad. and that his friends feel bad about this makes me even sadder. and i can't do yoga! so this will sit on my mind like an elephant on a sponge, until i either talk to Chris again, or get out of the house... *gasp, gasp*... can't... breathe.... not enough happiness in room...
---)*(eghan

sorry i haven't written in awhile, too much happening. let's see... i left my pillow at Chris' place, and oh yeah, i got knifed. ow. but, i've probably told you all the nice, pretty colorful details. the WORST part being either that huge bruise/cut on my ass, or that i lost one of my rings.
OMG!!! i just read Chris' journal... honey, please don't be so!!! trust me, life always gets better, and even especially for someone with so much potential, and s many talents, and skills! please don't waste it! man, this isn't making my condition any better, i think i needa leave...
---)*(eghan

oops, i just got caught staring at this one guy... i swear, he looks SO FRIGGIN familiar! hmm..... OH! i know who he is! i used to be friends with him, when i was a cub! haha, wow, that took entirely TOO much thinking energy... time for a nap.
---)*(eghan

the PHP is this weekend, yayness! haha, i'm skipping, i really should be in class right now, oh well. OH! big, big deep thought:
if there were no money in existence, would it really matter what kind of car one drove? or the clothes one wore? because anyone could wear the same things, and "slumming" would be pointless.... so would it really matter? or would a need for currency become so great that we all would revert back to money, and start all over again? hmm...
---)*(eghan

meghan is sick right now... meghan wishes to just die and be done with it all... meghan's happy for the rest of the world.... meghan has to go tell her goddamn sister to do her homework.... if meghan should lose large amounts of blood, please send it all to bridget, ok?
---)*(eghan

I'm going to the zoo!!! yay!!! the website is http://www.zooregon.org so check it out!!!
---)*(eghan

volleyball game today, lost, as usual. one of these days, i'm sure we'll win, and I'll personally shove the score down my coach's throat!!! haha, happyish thought there... Chris is gone to the Mountains, as you all know, so nobody's on at this time to talk to... *sigh* oh, and my friend's parentals are getting a dovirce, very depressing. i've known her since i was about 2 or 3, so these people have always felt like my second family, or whatever... so, yeah, that sucks... but today, i got the neatest little flashing thingie that has a magnet, and you can put it on anything, and it'll stay! yep, belly buttons, nose, eyebrow, it's so cool! they were handing them out at a wedding reception i was forced to go to.... imagine: Me, Meg, in a nice, pretty dress, and totally gussied up! it was so scary! and this lady was taking pictures of everyone's butts, what bizarre people these Americans are!
---)*(eghan

Do not blame me for this waste of web space! Kassidy forced me to create this monster.... but, seeing as i HAVE, i suppose i should say something useful.... how about this:
if happiness is the key to life, then there can be drawn a direct correlation between happiness and life...
if success is necessary for happiness in life, then once one has achieved success, they are happy, and living!
---)*( eghan